Category: Numbers and Tarot

You can either pay attention and take care of things, or things will take care of themselves. You can hear a call, an impulse, an inspiration, a warning, or not. When something’s time has come there is no stopping it. The tower purifies. It rearranges, gives attention, makes anew in it’s journey of cause and effect. Spirit animating itself can seem to have no regard for the ant and it’s anthill getting stomped upon, or the person on the mountain in a volcanoes path of molten fire. There is something lurking and it is existence. We have done this so many times, how can you know, but what you do know is that feeling that something is endless. Is it existence itself? Is it the seemingly endless incarnations? Is it the feeling of pursuing and pursuing to no avail? or to some avail then something else occurs. You are familiar with the saying, it’s always something. The generosity of the tower is it’s immense power of reconstruction. It is not shy, or self conscious. Drop resistance. Allow the purification and  be done. Call it. Exhale. Joyfully let go and let go…and let go………

The egregore, deep passion, indulgences that influence. The point at which one both lets loose and pulls in. . Shining the light on the demons. You know better by now, that you cannot give in to all temptations. To be a transmitter for what is best. This understanding, an awareness of your drives, creativity coming from facing your true nature not running away from yourself any more; your aloneness…..This is expression!!!!!!! How does fear drop??? It can be as clear as the understanding that you know, very deeply that you are creating your outer world from the world within you. So be like Alice in your Wonderland, and slay your egregore. Let your hair down in a devil-may- care attitude.

This is healing. The coming together, or synergy of the events of the XIII.. A stable, in the world state of wholeness. This is your guardian angel. The protector; keeping you from too much indulgence. Call on her for protection. Make it a habit, when habits of the senses have taken too much hold. It is time to be fully creative., not a victim of circumstance, of the body, mind or society. The blending, or water to wine. Ultimately the juice of divinity rather than the juices of the horizontal plane.  Be very clear that you are here to heal, and drop any so called virtue of misery.

No Name. Often called Death- it is Birth as well, or Rebirth. Although rebirth is actually what is happening with the Hanged Man. This card is the moment of The Transformation. The movement from one form to another. In the present moment an understanding occurs. There is a movement, a jump and you are changed. Something has dropped. You are experiencing yourself ever closer to your true nature. The ultimate let-go. In Space it is wordless-silence.

How I can even write about it is beyond me, as it cannot be contained. I as I know it is not in charge. This is it. Here we are at the spiritual self. There is no turning back now. To stop choosing. The world must stop as you get in touch with the spiritual side.  If only for the moment- to get in touch with “yourself”. In other words…..there is no pretending any more that you are not a spiritual force (remember the last arcana) to be reckoned with. Oh yes when you taste the nectar you won’t want to engage in life as you have known it, with friends who’s  frequencies just do not align. So be it. Whatever it takes to get through, turning oneself upside like the bat to rebirth. Generally at this point of no return, and let’s face it you’ve been “dying” for this moment, you are ready and as said earlier it’s not a choice. You are messing with gravity here, taking your center to a new place. Your will, or ego is no longer as reachable from this position, and God’s will is at hand. Living in equilibrium w/ the forces of consciousness, this spiritual person, this hanged man must obey. This is the duty now. This demonstration of the Truth, I AM, being gravity itself, levitation, walking on water, demonstrating miracles upon miracles, being source to draw those not yet in touch of the nectar…This is the hangman.

Deeply feeling your aliveness, your libido, the animal forces and materializing them. 11 is a master number. The is the beginning of your connection to being awake, to being whole. The first step toward healing is forgiveness, or another way of being with the term forgiveness is accepting things as they are. This opens the world, and when we are open we are alive. Like the Fool who is innocence, and in the moment experiencing everything now not based on skepticism or past experiences. Unity is force, inner conflict makes us weak. Serving several masters at once. Look again at the ii, togetherness. Recognizing the duality, but living, experiencing & honoring union. There is only one. Force or Strength is the link between idea and phenomenon. When you are with someone leaving their body, speak on the exhale and they can hear you. Force is not tension although it may be tense. It is strength; elan. Tension which appears like stress is ill placed. Creates disease. Recognize at your core wholeness and do your work. Go from the 2 to 1 and end your separation. Using pure radiating force to slay the jabberwocky, and be free.

The end of a cycle. The wheel of fortune will help us pass on to another dimension. What follows after completion, the 9? 10 is perfection. A new regime, breakthrough. King Solomon had a vision and what he said after regarding prosperity is this, there is nothing better for a man that he should eat and drink and find enjoyment in his toil. Rejoice! The wheel is hopelessly symbolic. It is up to us to make breakthroughs from the endless cycle of events and situations. It all starts in the mind and will end in the mind, unless aha moments occur. Rejoice! Walk in the ways of your heart. With the sphinx atop the wheel, the integration of man is at hand. The morphology of the lion, eagle, man and ox. Integration is crucial at this point in the tarot. Finally, come what may and take to heart that the vanities of youth only bring suffering.

The Hermit represents a deep connection with yourself. To go through a crisis and raise the lamp, that is to say find your inner light. The Hermit is movement, and finds other like minds to accompany. This is the creative force, the godself, not willing to destroy any longer. Completion is at hand.

Justice, getting what you deserve. What might this mean exactly? This is balance, or law between the free action of an individual will and the essence of being. When a human being acts from his or her own free will, and that which governs over all reacts to this action through the visible and invisible then we have law. The universal law which is governing us whether we admit to it or not. Watch a flock of crows and you will see law. The double 4 of stability. Of finally giving over to the divine will. Vertical alignment. Can divine will be another term for universal law? The governing force of karma. Understand cause and effect and a great understanding of life is assured.

The Chariot, the combination of stillness and movement. Action in the world, complete action in the world. In the Tarot of Marseilles there are two horses and one is blue while the other is red. This is blood in and out. The vascular system, the breathing, in and out. Not busying, moving. Movement which is natural comes from stillness. The kind of movement the river knows. Not the movement of humanity. The understanding that Buddha taught of the middle way. The in between state that watches without attachment. The stillness is first. Go there and be guided.