What I see~the daily cycle & bears

by Administrator on May 8, 2020

What’s a day?

A sunrise the beginning. The sustaining high noon. The sunset; ending. The night sky; magical.

It happens everyday.

What it teaches me:

  • Birth
  • Life- ongoing with no meaning but what’s given. There’s always the sun, sometimes the sky is blue, sometimes it’s not, sometimes clouds, sometimes weather.
  • Death

Birth and death are opposites. Stop with the business of  life and death. That’s an incorrect perception. Life is Life. Love is Love and what we make of it, is our own dream, our own movie.  And as opposites, they can be swapped. Birth is death to something, death is birth to something. All with fuss in between.

A magical story

I have been saying lately that my intention… is to be intentional! LOL! And today I chose to create creating! LOL

As you read this story you’ll see how perfect the prior sentence is.

I must start by saying my obsession with bears has peaked. In my heart I know they are absolutely sweet. I often see juvenile bears where I live. I believe this age to be equivalent to an 8 year old human. An age I adore. Not too long ago I dreamt of one walking by me in the front of my building. As it passed I thought, I really want to finally hug it. It turned around encircled me, stood up and hugged me. We kinda played pawsies then it got down and left. Amazing.

Ananda Ashram is now live in the morning for fire ceremony, which I love and miss! After meditating we end in chants. We repeat maha-mrtyunjaya mantra. Or Tryambakam. Called the death conquering mantra. While chanting it, if there is anyone needing healing we envision them. This morning I finished visualizing thinking of bears and zoo animals. I opened my eyes and a bear was outside my window looking in. Then went on its way. I was covered in goosebumps. Total BEAR Shaktipat. I was soo excited and Bean also picked up on the energy. I jumped up and down and watched it. Magic! This is the same bear that passed by today:

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In this profound time

  • like sadguru (Isha in an interview with Brian Rose) said, just stay alive. i like that as I don’t want to miss this time
  • have a physical and spiritual hygiene practice- if you need help with this one contact me- it’s my wheelhouse
  • live intentionally and authentically
  • consider impact of words and thoughts
  • consider impact relating to animals, all of nature and planet
  • express self like never before
  • talk a stand, so you stop falling for just anything
  • even as things let up, don’t let up on the above

 

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The unified front & facing fear

by Administrator on March 15, 2020

I’m choosing to share these observations. Uniting with inner guidance vs being out there~

For quite sometime now, the conversation with many has been around fear. How to face our own, truly preparing for this time. It’s undeniable that we have been given the opportunity to face fears now. I’ve been asking the question lately and earnestly, “Why are we in fear?” “Why has it always been this way?” We can say it’s being afraid of losing our life here, and we do anything to avoid that discomfort.

I am seeing fear as a huge webbing, and thankfully it is unstable and it contains within it the matrix of the duality. I firmly believe that we are being given the chance of our lifetimes. We are being asked to stabilize.. And what occurs to me is that the common commitment is being love and not fear.

I have been a super vigilant person since I was born, and that too is collapsing. Unity was only an intellectual idea- until now. For me anyway. It is landing . Our vibration remains the most important aspect of our life. And it is THE CHOICE. As I’ve been choosing anything other than fear lately I’m getting it. A unified field. A unified front is our birth rite. And as a super vigilant person, entrained to respond to things with urgency, this time period is an enormous time- out. So another collapsing. Urgency is yet another form of fear.

And collectively we are being given a chill pill. That too is a great immunization. Stabilizing ourselves again. What I mean by this is all the fragments of ourselves are being pulled together into 2020 focus. It is our rite to experience oneness. All the duality dissolving.

This duality has been perpetuated by thinking we had to choose. We haven’t understood that our vibration is where choices manifest. So we chose this not that, and it all kept a perpetual motion of fragmenting. Endlessly figuring it out. What a game. And it’s coming to an end.

And realizing now that we offer our vibration at all times. Not reliant on anyone telling us what’s what, but deciding for ourselves.

And as a temple in an Ashram is closed at times to clear and recharge, so will our world.  Resistance will drop and perhaps stillness will be the slow drip.

to everyone’s self mastery. HO!

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